So...yeah. A lot has happened.

So, I haven't updated in forver.

Right, let's get to it.

The end of AVP finally came. I'm keeping in touch with several of my new friends from the college, which is nice. Graduation was a chore, what with having to write a speech and all, but it came and went quickly.

Most importantly, one of my best friends sorta got kicked out of his house, and he lives here now. He got a job as a delivery boy down at a local pizza place. Unfortunately, my brother and I have yet to find employment, but it's not from lack of trying, believe you me.

I've started D&D again. w00t. I think.

It's kind of weird to think that I'll never see a lot of people again that were in my class out at Yoder. I scarcely saw them at all this year, then I showed up at graduation and left. I dunno. I've made so many new friends this year, and comparing the two groups of friends I have now...they're so fundamentally different. It's not like I'm leading a double life, since I'm pretty much the same person around them all, but...yeah, it's odd. Additionally, there were some of them that I only knew for 9 months, and that I'm not likely to ever see again, and yet I feel I may miss them more than people in my class that I've known for literally years. It's quite the situation.

RHCP has become one of my new obsessions. Well, kind of. They've always been a good group, but I've really gotten into them lately. I'm sitting here right now, listening to Stadium Arcadium...so many random thoughts keep dancing through my head. Thoughts of the present, always thinking of the future...I want change. Maybe it's just being able to look in the past and see things so clearly, but even just a couple years ago, I seemed to have so much less to worry about. I was jovial about life in general. And yet, now, even with how optimistic I am, things just seem to bog down my mind. This past year has shown me a lot about who I am, how I feel about things, and especially about things I've taken for granted.

I want change.

I keep editing this post, trying to squeeze more out of my brain. It's like I need to express something, but I don't know what. My life is somewhat stagnant. I need...more in general. I just feel like at present, I don't get out and LIVE enough. I spend most of my days down here in this basement, and while I still do see my friends now and again, I always get the feeling there's so much my life lacks. I'm not sure if it's a relationship I'm really seeking, if I just need a job, or if I just need some sort of change in general. I'm not even sure if it's a good idea to want change so badly...ugh...

I guess that's it.