I'm wishin' that I had wings, so that I could become one...

Argh. Just argh. I feel quite directionless right now. I've been applying for jobs (okay, one job right now) but haven't heard anything back. If I get it, I'll be working at Borders. Right now, though, I sit in the basement. Not a lot is going on in my life. I spend my life playing Urban Dead and D&D on the weekends.

I feel weird. I dunno. I think starting to go to school again might be a blessing. Just to be able to see my friends again, plus the fact that it'll give me something to do, without being nearly as imposing as school has been before...

I must admit I'm lonely, too. It's not like the desperate geek loneliness, but I do wish I had a girl there beside me...