I went and said something.

Moving in town is all well and good...I could still see my friends occasionally, and they'd be like an hour away, at most.

...

...but to move back to South Dakota?

I've been living out here almost 11 years. Now, my parents are talking about moving back. I'm not gonna go into detail, but it would save my parents a lot of money if we didn't live here anymore. And it truly saddens me. I don't want to leave Colorado. I've spent my life here, and I know practically everyone out here. Now, to uproot myself and move to town was bad enough, but I was willing to accept it. But back to South Dakota?

...I dunno...it seems so weird. I know I'd be finishing classes online, and I feel like I'd be completely socially isolated. Considering I have been hanging out with my friends a lot more, I'm not sure I could stand to be alone like that. I know if I told my parents that I really didn't want to go, we probably wouldn't. But, I'd just be going off to college in a year, and I wouldn't see my friends anymore anyway. Is it selfish to want this last year with them? I would just be costing my parents more money...I've lived here for over 10 years. The thought of suddenly having that large of a change...it just...I dunno...